Waiting to Wake Up

Trapped here, nothing to live for. This must be a dream, but I won’t wake 
up. Here I see my whole past before me. Everything that made me me. But 
that’s just here. Out there no one sees me. They see the shell. The shell 
I’m feeding. The shell that I’m keeping alive. The shell that kills.
IS THIS MY HELL? IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT FOR MY SINS? I SACRIFICE MY LIFE FOR 
THE WORLD, AND NOW I’M DESTROYING IT!
Why? Can’t I rest in peace? Can’t I join my wife? My son?
My son….
He was just a dream. So was I. Everyone was, until I came to Spira. He’s 
stuck in a dream, unable to wake up, as I am unable to wake up from this 
torture.
No more dreams. No more false dreams. Except… him. I’ll give him a chance at 
life. And a chance to kill me. To wake me up. Then it will have ended, at 
least for me. But, what if he chooses to become the final aeon? What if 
Yunalesca tricks him, as she did us? Only one person alive knows about her. 
Auron.
But it’s no use. Yevon controls Sin. There’s nothing I can do. I’m stuck 
here, waiting to wake up.

By: Snakebullet